Easier to say. Once I trust my instinct about someone, the impact is scary. It will affect my mood during my interaction with that person. Aku jadi sangat negatif, berpikiran ala polisi di dokumenter kriminal – mencari apa motif kriminal yang mungkin sedang direncanakan orang itu, to the point that my more positive husband and sisters try to calm me down and usually my parents will scream at me for not suspecting and thinking negatively.
But right now, I have to say proudly that I AM RIGHT. Even my parents and husband akcnowledge this. Weird, sad, but the hard truth is I have sort of “sensed” it long time ago before anyone else.
Somehow, I am blessed with this ability of sensing the evil? Unknown factors? It is hard to describe. The feeling is like “something is not right. I do not like it. I am not comfortable doing this.”
My extensive experience dealing with the highly selfish, political, materialistic, evil extended family who always try to take advantage of my kind hearted parents — probably contributed a lot to this intuition? Given the exact same circumstances, why are my sisters much more positive in that sense? They always look at the brighter side.
How about learnt DNA? And by luck, I got this “sensing evil” DNA? This is still very much a mystery to me.
And my baptism name, the archangel Michael, sorts of enhancing my war against evil?
Weirdly or expectedly, I can feel the atmosphere of a house and its surroundings. If it gave me bad vibes, I felt drained and I got bad migraine. On the other hand, I can also feel very peaceful and safe in other house(s).
Energy, frequency, unseen aura? But now I am convinced that I should trust my instincts more and let others’ doubts be proven wrong with time. Sooner or later, this gift of mine is always proven correct.
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